So theres this guy!!!!

Ok so theres this guy that i really really like and i want to be with him i have known him for a year or two now . but i dont think that he returns the feelings . he was over today and i was just in lala land the whole time he was here. i didnt know how to talk to him .. though i talked more than i did when i saw him last like in may . i like him so much . i want to be more than friends but i dont know how he feels . i get so nervous when i see him .. i get so nervous when i see him.. im so shy around him . i get butterflies in my stomache everytime i see or talk to him.. but i have a feeling that if anything ever happened between us my mom wouldnt approve . she is just that way. even if she didnt approve i would still be with him..